I'm not strong enough ...

to be around when Tyler's watching games ...

That fact won't change anything. I'll still watch sports and stuff with him. I'm just not strong enough.

I don't deal well with watching him on his roller coaster of emotion and I really don't deal well when he's "upset" at what's going on in the game ...

I need to improve this part of me ... I have several years yet of sports and Tyler.

But for now, I'm just not strong enough ...